Thankfulness, Fear, Worry, Trust

Today ends the official November days of thanks, but I hope each day to carry thankfulness in my heart.  It can be challenging, particularly if getting wrapped up in the wrong thoughts or if getting consumed with fears, worries, circumstances, but God always wants us to give thanks, despite and beyond our circumstances.  He gives us blessings everyday.  If we miss them, it's because we aren't paying attention to them, or to Him.  

I must admit, there have been a few challenging days for me lately with thoughts of things going on in our world, fiscal cliff free fall talk, and difficult things going on with those I know and care about, and I have found myself consumed with worry, fear, and stress on things I have absolutely no control over.  My husband confronted me last night about it, and asked why I was so worried.  I asked why he wasn't.  He told me he has had a few brief moments of worrying about it, but then he prayed and God has overwhelmed him with peace.  I almost got angry, wondering to myself why I wasn't overwhelmed with peace, because I have been praying about it a lot, and as I am wondering that, it was like God whispered to me, you aren't allowing me to overwhelm you with peace because you are consumed with worry and what if's.  I had a brief moment of ouch, that hurt, but went back to worrying, and it wasn't until tonight that it really hit me.  I have had a tendency to be a worrier since I was a little girl.  So, learning to let go and let God deal with those fears and worries can be a challenge to me.  I have realized tonight how much joy has been taken from me in the past couple days because of the what-if's I keep playing over and over in my head, the thoughts I have let the enemy fill, not my Creator.  Funny thing is, when others are having a difficult time, I always share this verse with them that has helped me through many situations.  Unfortunately, I have not focused on it enough lately.  

 I am in two private groups on Facebook for my life coaching, follow several of my instructors and mentors on Twitter, and on these worry-filled days, I have found many words of encouragement to keep going, focus on God, let worries and fears go because God is in control and is bigger than anything we will face in this life.  I find words that say if I worry, I don't trust God, I am trusting in me...ouch! I have opened up my Bible or get on YouVersion Bible on my iPhone, and God directs me to the same thoughts that many are posting...TRUST that God knows what HE is doing, He is in control, stop being scared, stop worrying, LIVE life, BE there for others, SERVE GOD, LOOK AND SEE the blessings.  Be thankful.  God is already in tomorrow, so don't worry about it, He has gone before me.  These messages have appeared over and over.  I get several verse of the day, devotions, quotes in my email.  They have all been on the same subject, as well.  Think God is trying to make a point to me?  I do.  Here are some quotes that came just tonight:

It's hard to be full of grace when you're full of fear.  ~Cornelius Plantinga, Jr 

Gratitude consists of being more aware of what you have, than what you don't.  What are you grateful for? 

"If we belong to Christ, satan has no right to exercise authority over us; but he hopes we are too ignorant regarding Scripture to know it."  ~Beth Moore

Hate is not the first enemy of Love.  Fear is.  It destroys your ability to trust.

We must look up in order to move forward...looking around will confuse, paralyze, distract, depress, limit or terrify you.  ~Christine Caine


There will be difficulties in life, it's guaranteed.  But, I have to choose to trust God in everything, not doubt or fear.  He has promised to help me, to be with me, to guide me if I let Him, to provide for our needs.  In the meantime, I have to live focused on His goodness, be thankful and grateful for the many wonderful blessings He has provided for me, and to let the JOY OF THE LORD be my STRENGTH.  

I do always try to find the blessings of each day, no matter what.  I needed a good refocus tonight as I got way off track sometime last night, and throughout today.  So today, I am thankful for the gift to start over, and over, and over again.  God gives me, us, re-do's all the time, it's called grace.  I have to ask for Him to forgive me of my fear and doubt, and to wash my thoughts with His thoughts, so I can focus on Him and His Word, because fear and worry is a sin on my part.  He wants my full, unwavering trust, sometimes much easier to write and say, than to actually do.  But, I am going to work on it, and since I have lived in this body for awhile now, I know I will have to keep working on it.  I am going to try hard to replace worry and fear with joy and thanksgiving, to focus on the truth found in God's word, and to keep my thoughts on what is pure and from God, with love and helping others at the core of my day.  

November Days of Thanks

Today, and every day, I am thankful and blessed to be a child of God.   Nothing is more important than this relationship in my life.  I sometimes need to be reminded of that, because I get consumed with worry, fear, busyness, but God always brings me back to rest in Him, to remind me I am His kid, and that He loves me.  He reminds me that Jesus died for me.  He reminds me that nothing in this world is more important than a relationship with Him.  

November Days of Thanks

There’s nothing like the written Word of God for showing you the way to salvation through faith in Christ Jesus. Every part of Scripture is God-breathed and useful one way or another—showing us truth, exposing our rebellion, correcting our mistakes, training us to live God’s way. Through the Word we are put together and shaped up for the tasks God has for us.  ~2 Timothy 3:16-17


Yesterday I said I was thankful for books.  Today I am thankful for the most important book in my life, the Bible, the Word of God, the instruction book for how to live life.  

November Days of Thanks

Today I am thankful for books.  I love to read, and have loved books my entire life.  There is nothing  like opening up a real book, and diving into the pages, with the possibility of discovering new things on each page.  

November Days of Thanks

For Sunday and Monday, I am thankful for four wonderful days with my husband.  He has been out of town working on Sandy relief efforts for over three weeks.  We had a great weekend relaxing, drinking coffee, going for drives, watching movies, and catching up.  It was a great time of just enjoying life with the love of my life, and for that I am extremely grateful.  

November Days of Thanks

Today I am thankful for the incredible beauty and majesty of the bald eagle.  My hubby and I went for a drive today, and saw between 25-30 eagles.  

They were beautiful as they soared over the lake and the trees, and sat amongst the trees on the hillsides.  

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Today I am thankful for music.  It has always been an important part of my life, and feeds my soul in many ways.  

My hubby and I celebrate our love of music today by attending the Trans-Siberian Orchestra concert.  The music and light show are fabulous.  What a blessing to go enjoy a night out with my hubby!  

Happy Thanksgiving

Happy Thanksgiving!  May God bless you with many wonderful blessings today, and in the days to come.  I hope you all take time to be grateful today, and count the wonderful blessings you have in your life.  We always have something to be thankful for, we just have to look around and see them.  

Today, I am thankful for time with family, and for having my husband home!  

November Days of Thanks

Today I am thankful for airplanes, as my husband will arrive home on one after being away for three weeks in New York area helping with relief efforts after Superstorm Sandy.  I am very excited for his arrival back home, and that through prayer, he will able to make it home an hour before Thanksgiving!  

November Days of Thanks

Today I am thankful for hope, the hope I have in Jesus because He is the only place true HOPE is found!  

November Days of Thanks

Today I am thankful for a wood stove in our home.  Our electricity flickered a few times today, and I thought of how cold I would be if the power went out, turning off our gas furnace. Fortunately, we have a wonderful source of heat to warm our home in our wood stove, even cook something on, if needed.  As the saying goes in our part of the country, there is nothing like a wood stove to warm up a home, and cold body, on a cold night.