Monday, November 30, 2009

Overwhelmed


It's that time of year where I start to have panic attacks, especially this week after Thanksgiving. I think of all that needs done for Christmas, how I don't have the house decorated, the cards that need written and sent, the packages that need wrapped and sent. I feel overwhelmed that I have so much to do, and all I want to do is have the house decorated and sit back and enjoy, and focus on true meaning of Christmas, a babe in a manger, Jesus. I don't know why I put myself through this every year, but I do. I don't know why I get overwhelmed, but I do. I want things to be 'perfect' in my home as we celebrate our Savior's birth. It's quite dumb on ny part, actually. It's self-inflicted hysteria that I bring upon myself. All my Savior wants from me is me. He doesn't care how big the tree is and if all the ornaments are perfect, he doesn't care if I have everything perfect in my home with all the decorations, or if the outside of the house is lit up better than or equal to the neighbors. He just wants me, my full heart, to focus on Him. He wants all of me. As this week moves on, I am going to try to bring that focus daily, sometimes, minute by minute to be on Him and the real, the true reason for this time of year, which is CHRISTMAS, Christ's birth. I pray that your hearts are calm as well, and not overwhelmed by what WE have made this season. Come before Him as we celebrate his birth with peace, and focus on His gift for all of us, His birth which led to His death for each of our sins.

2 comments:

A Simple Country Girl said...

You are right. It is about Him. That being said, we are doing things a bit different this year...

May God bless you with His story. And His peace.

Lanel said...

My holiday this year is going to be very calm. I'm not decorating (my nephew's not living with me so I don't have a kid to decorate for and my cat destroys everything). My parents aren't coming up, my brother and his family are leaving mid-December for California. It will be me and my sister and nephew. I'm very happy about it. My goal this year is to focus on CHRISTmas and leave the holiday stuff behind.

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